请珍惜！

28.2.2011

这一天，

发生了一些事，

让UUM的学生们都很感慨！

早上七点多，

在学校名下的酒店的路口，

发生了一起死亡车祸。

其中两人当场死亡，

另一个身负重伤，

现在在亚罗士打医院接受治疗，

目前情况稳定。

很多学生或是讲师，

纷纷在讨论这起车祸。

而面子书，

正好让UUM学生有个管道宣泄对事情的看法，

和不满。

看到了这个消息，

心里真的很难过。

毕竟她们都已经是最后一年的学生了，

过了这个五月，

就要展开新的路程，

面对新的挑战。

可以说，现在正是她们发光发热的阶段。

可是，一起车祸，

死神的拦截，

让她们永远离开了这个人世。

死神不只夺走了她们的性命，

也让疼爱她们的亲人，

终日以泪洗脸，

再怎么也唤不醒她们。

有时候，人的力量真的很渺小，

没有人可以预测下一秒会有什么事情发生，

也没有人可以改变什么。

我感谢上天，

让我拥有一个温暖的家，

让我的家人能陪在我身边，

让我遇到一个这么爱我的他，

和所有疼爱我的人。

我珍惜我现在拥有的幸福！

想对大家说：

请珍惜身边的人，

珍惜和他们在一起的每一秒每一刻，

请珍惜现在所拥有的一切一切。。。

by shin,

28/2/2011 10.28pm

大学生

现在的心情真的是糟透了！

如果以十颗星位标准的话，

我会给我自己十颗星！

唉~

不懂该怎么办好，

很烦，很不想去理，

可是又没办法不理~

大学生，

是很好听啦！

不怕被人瞧不起，

又可以找到一份比较好的工作，

可是，所谓大学生，

却一点自由都没有。 

不懂从几时开始，

我就很想快点结束这一切。

虽然我还剩下三个月就能完成我的学业，

可是我现在一秒也不想呆在这里。

我很想离开这里，

到其他地方呼吸一点自由的空气，

我不想再留在这里，

被一大堆的规矩控制着。

真的觉得很辛苦，

不是因为课业很难，

不是因为老师很烦，

也不是因为这里一点娱乐的地方也没有，

而是因为，

这里有一大堆的规则，

压得我喘不过气来，

让我觉得自己好像在坐牢一样，

一点自由也没有。

其实有些事情很简单，

偏偏你们就是要搞到很复杂。

我不明白，

我们并没有做错什么，

也不是要要求什么，

只是希望你们能给个方便，

让我们可以顺顺利利完成我们的学业。

可是，你们就是要我们不得安宁！

规矩是你们定的，

我们都照做了，

可是为什么你们还要耍花样？

你们到底要我们怎样？

你们非要搞到我们很烦很烦才高兴吗？

什么大学生，

我真的不稀罕！

by shin,

17/2/2011 12.57pm

My last semester

Well, I came back UUM here to continue my study again.

But today, I haven have mood go class,

so I skip class again..

Sorry my friend, need you help me sign for attendance again..

This is my last semester already,

and this time, 

I need to spend 3 months++ stay at here,

after this, I can fly away to another place.

I almost finish my 3 years degree life,

the time is pass so fast,

3 years I had spent at here..

But, until now, I also not very like this place,

not because of a small town of it,

not because don't have chinese food here,

just because here have many regulation,

control my attitude, dress code, and many many,

some more still need to use my own time to attend those DPP activities.

I really hope to end all of it as soon as possible.

Nearly to graduate, I am no more mood to study..

This few days keep imagine how my working life later,

I feel a bit scare,

I scare I cant handle it well..

But I know I need to go ahead too,

I no choice to choose,

because this is the way I need to go..

So, need to have a plan start now..

by shin,

13/2/2011 9.06am

Holiday end soon

My CNY holiday going to end soon~

That's mean I need to go back jungle again...

Haih~

Can I don't want go back?

Suddenly I so hate study,

when only I can end all of it?

I hate attending class, examination, assignment...

I really hate all of it,

sometimes I still think work is better than study,

but really is like that or not?

I don't know~

 

I haven do my banking security assignment!!

I had promise my friend send her my part on 30th of Jan,

but I failed to do that.

Sorry, my friend..

I not purposely want to delay send to you,

but I really cant find the information,

so I decide don't go bother it,

that's only will spoil my CNY mood...

But now I found that I'm wrong!

Totally wrong!!

I should do it before CNY,

and send it to my friend early,

then now I no need feel so trouble...

arghhhhhhhh~~~~

 

My feeling was so bad now~

I want to shout out!

I want to scolding someone!

Why sudden I so emo?

arghhhhhhh~~~~

 

by shin,

10/2/2011 6.26pm 

@#$%^&*?!

今天的好心情全毁了！

真的气死我了！

我不明白，为什么有这么多人爱制造麻烦？

就因为你们的一句话，

我就一个头两个大！

你们到底要怎样赔我？

有这么多正经事，你们放着不做，

偏偏在一旁烦着不该烦的事，

还要制造谣言，让我们陷入恐慌。

这样做你们很高兴吗？

我真的很不明白，

也很好奇到底你们怎样拿到这些谣言？

到底是谁这样无聊，开始散播这些谣言！

从来没有人想过这些问题，

而你们的头脑可以把这些问题想出来,

我真的佩服你们！

你们真的很厉害，

头脑都不懂装什么大便,

闲着没事做就想问题出来，

制造恐慌，

是不是这样做你们的人生才精彩一点？

我真的觉得你们很无聊，

吃饱太得空才会这样做！

我真的很不喜欢你们，

也对你们的所作所为感到很生气！

到底几时你们才可以成熟一点，

不要再制造麻烦给人？

我真的很想大声的骂你们：

可不可以不要再制造麻烦吗？

我知道你们很闲，

可是我不得空陪你们玩！

请对自己所说的每一句话，

做的每一件事负责！！

by shin,

22/1/2011 10.33pm 

...

I do not know how to describe my feeling now..

What can I say is: I feel badly~

I feel not happy, and also....a bit angry..

Why??

Last semester result was announce yesterday,

and my result, not bad,

maintain the level I hope..

Then, I think to log in my dear's portal to check his result,

but I failed to log in..

Maybe at the time many UUM student log in portal to check their result,

so I wait until today only go to have a look..

My dear had call me and told me that his result is bad,

he said he had try his best..

He ask me do not discuss with him about his result,

and I also promise he..

But when I saw his result,

I really get a shock..

I do not know what can I do now,

this already is our last semester,

he has no chance to improve his result..

I'm angry why he can get a result such like this,

I feel badly because his result really bad..

But, what can I do?

I had already promise he would not talk about his result,

I just can pretend nothing..

I do not know whether you will read my blog or not,

have a long time you did not read my blog already..

But I hope you understand,

I not blame you at here,

I also not angry you..

I just feel unhappy when saw your result,

but no way can let me release my feeling,

so I come here to write a blog..

I'm remember what I had already promise you,

and I also would not talk so much in front you..

But you also must promise me,

try your best for your last semester in UUM..

If you still fail to do also never mind,

I will always stand beside you,

forever and ever..

So, you must put effort in your last semester,

and our future, ok?

by shin,

10/1/2011 4.05pm

I miss...

Such a long time did not update my blog..

Well, now already 2011 year,

a new year, new journey and new hoping for everyone..

 And for me,

I wish that my life in 2011 year can go smoothly,

and my family can stay healthy and happily forever,

all dream of my dear and his family can come true..

First at all, I haven go back study yet..

Because of flood, 

my uni deferred the study period..

So, left 1 more week then I need go back study,

it's means I only left 1 weeks for relax..

my 2 sisters already go for study,

one at UPM, and another at NEC,

wish them all things can go smoothly..

This few day keep thinking about the time when we still are kids,

all of us stay at home, 

not like now separate at different place..

I miss the time we gather at home,

even sometime we will quarrel,

but most the time we had fun and laugh always..

We chat, we play and even we "zat" each other..

But now, all of us were grew up,

separate at different place for studying,

no much time we stay at home..

So, our home is become more silent,

not like before always noisy..

I know you guys will know I am talking about us when read my blog,

so can we come a promise..?

When we are finish study and work at different place,

or even next time we have our own family,

we must arrange sometime for gather together, ok?

Even how we busy for work, or busy for our own family,

just come a gather each year..

If you guys agree, then don't forget it..

I'll always waiting for you guys..

by shin,

8/1/2011 4.57pm