Sunday, September 26, 2010

STUPID UK

I am lazy for preparing exam!!! This two weeks I will be more busy, busy for assignment, busy for exam. But I really do not have the mood start my work. Who can help me? Who can give me the mood? Why I need to study? Arghhhhhhh~ When only can I throw all this out of my mind? I start miss my home already. I don't want stay at here anymore. Please, the time please going faster. I want graduate! I want leave this stupid place! I don't want come back anymore!

Yesterday driving out to Jitra watching movie. When come back, my car block by UK at gate. My car no sticker, so we lie the UK that my dear not the student of UUM, he just fetch us back only. Then the stupid UK cannot saman us, so he turn his point to scold me. Oh, shit~ I wearing short pants yesterday, I think I did not walk around in the campus, just sit in the car. That stupid UK still say: " you sudah sem 5, you tak tau peraturan campus a? U ingat sini shopping complex a?" I really think to want hit his face that time. So stupid~ Now is my time, I like to wear what I want, cannot? I know I already semester 5, I know the law also, but I did not wear short pants walk around campus. I just sit inside car only, did I do wrong? Inside campus still have many people wear like this, why you did not go catch them? Why when you block our car, the first sight you see is my legs?? Where you want to see? STUPID!! But luckily we did not get saman. So I think, is that I need to take any risk to drive out anymore?

Still have 1 more months then final will coming, I really hope its coming faster. I hate to stay at here anymore, all restrict by their law. Using car need apply sticker, wearing what also need control by them, chinese always no the right to fight with malay... I promise, after I graduate I would not come back anymore!!

by shin,
26/9/2010 10.29am

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

bad luck

Holidays ends already, & I was came back UUM 3 days already. This holidays, nothing special, just spent 5 days go to Taiwan. Actually it is a memorable holidays for me, but I still feel some disappointed, because I can't SHOPPING!!! I can't buy clothes, or whatever things I like. Haih~ But what can I do?? I can do nothing, just think next time go Taiwan with friend only buy many many clothes.

18th of September, the first time drive back to campus. But not I driving, I let my dear driving. I not very trust myself actually, & I will scare if the road have traffic jam or many many car. So, I was excited because next time I can go anywhere without take bus. But why I so bad luck?? What I have doing wrong? Why my car can't start? I just bring it come to Kedah 3 days only, then have problem already. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh~~

I really do not know what can I do now. I call back home, my dad just know to blame me. Please, it's not my fault! I did not use my car do anything. How I know why it can't start? I also very angry. I did not drive to anywhere, what I also did not do, why blame me?

ARRRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

by shin,
21/9/2010 4.31pm

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

LOVE

Nothing can do, so I come to blog here. It's 7th of September, another 1 day I will depart to Taiwan. Finish packing my luggage, now only wait the time pass. But suddenly found that I haven do my assignment yet. OMG! I really do not have mood to do it. How? But I need to complete it this holidays. Where can I found the mood to finish the assignment?

Just now saw some friend's blog. In one of my friend's blog(but not very close), knew that she was failed to persuade her family to let her change her religion. Well, as I know she is in a relationship with a malay boy. But I think just her father knew that she date with a malay boy. Although I not close with her, but I also get a shock when knew she was dating with a malay boy. I really do not know what she thinking about. Maybe she had get hurt from last few relationship. & now meet this malay boy who treat she good, so she fall in love with he. But is that a good timing for she to change religion now? I don't think so. Now only they start the relationship, who will know what happen in the future? I think that, she need to continue this relationship few year, until all people around them accept it & she really sure that guy is her Mr. Right only she change her religion. But seems like she was rushing to change it.

I really think that she is a girl who can sacrifice all things when she fall in love with someone. I saw her blog, she says she enter Islam not because of he, she says she believe in Islam only she think to change her religion, but I really don't think so. No one can use such short time to sure what they believe in. What I feel from her blog is she now interesting in Islam because of he, she will think to change religion is because of he, not because she believe.

LOVE IS BLIND! Ya really, love really can make someone blind. But love not means whole life, we still need family, sibling, friend...... Please love yourself before you learn to love someone.

by shin,
7/9/2010 4.36pm

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Holidays time

Definitely, I had start my holidays since 5 days ago. & yesterday, I was going to sunway fetch my sisters go back home. Well, I was bringing a happily mood go to, but the traffic at KL was make me in crazy. I really can't imagine how many car in KL. All the drivers look like very rushing, & did not follow the road rules. I'm really angry on their attitude. All person also think reach their destination faster, why most of them do not follow the rules? It's easy bring the others in a dangerous way. I really cannot imagine how I live in KL after graduate with traffic jam everyday.

Talk about my holidays, this time have 2 weeks. Well, 1 mid-semester break + 1 special break for Hari Raya. 9th of September I will depart to Taiwan with family. The second time I go travel by airplane. A little bit excited, hohoho. Hopefully this time I won't disappointed as last time in Bali Island. I don't want go too much history places, I want shopping & shopping. Hahahaha......

& I was get a big surprise in this holidays. My dad & mom suddenly agree to let me drive back to UUM. Wah, this really a big surprise. Actually I had ask for 1++ year to drive back UUM, however my parent don't let me drive. They consider that is dangerous for me drive a long journey back to campus. So I had give up to ask already. But I really get a big shock when my parent suddenly told me, after this raya break drive car go back. I really can't believe what I am heard that time. I was so excited since my wish had come true. Hahaha...... Yeah!!

Still have some assignment need to rush in this holidays, but I'm lazy to do it. Really cannot too lazy, start the work early & end it early. Then I can enjoying my holidays without a lot of assignment. & the final exam's schedule had came out already. Well, this semester start exam from 14th of November to 30th of November. But I only can go back at 3rd of December, because my dear's exam schedule until 3rd of December. Hopefully after 30th of December still have a lot of people stay in hostel, I don't want stay alone in hostel. It's terrible to stay alone. But never mind, this time I have car already. Hahahaha......

by shin,
4/9/2010 5.13pm