Sunday, October 17, 2010

一个无聊的晚上

很无聊的我,又上来blogger啦~~

刚才吃完饭后,陪他看了半场的球,才回宿舍。他真的很爱足球,看来我要做好准备,不要因为他经常去看球而生气咯!我还跟他开玩笑说:以后我们的家一定要有astro,要不然一到了football season,我一定找不到他。结果,他却跟我说:虽然他很喜欢跟一班足球fans一起看球兼讲球经,可是他也可以在家跟我一起看,就算我不会,只要我静静地陪在他身边就可以了。嘻嘻~其实我挺开心听他这样讲。女人嘛,难免喜欢听一些甜言蜜语。

刚刚也遇到一班不想遇到的人,可是世界就是这么小,兜兜转转还是遇到了。今天是那个C的生日,其实我一早就从fb那里知道了,可是就装作不知道。吃饭的时候,dear就跟我说:那个W刚才msg他问要怎样跟C庆祝?听到这里,我就很不爽了。想也知道,你们找我们,是因为我们有车,可以出去外面吃。真的死不要脸,到现在还想找便宜。sorry,我不会在给你们一点机会找我便宜了!你们的事,不关我们的事。要怎样庆祝,那是你们的问题,不要来烦我。

回到来,我就继续上网。就算明天还有一个quizz,可是我真的没有心情去读。上我的fb上到闷,就用了dear的fb看他的朋友,然后无意中发现了一个人的blog,就花了一段时间看她的文章。这女生和我同一个家乡的,可是我们并不认识。看了她的blog,才知道她换男朋友了。而且,在她单身的那段时间,她的私生活还真的很乱。每晚夜夜笙歌,乱搞男女关系,甚至还抽烟。我心里在想,是不是每个女生去了KL,不管是读书还是工作,反正脱离了爸爸妈妈的管辖范围,就可以乱搞一通。为什么女生们不爱自己多一些?clubbing喝酒就算了,抽烟还要乱搞男女关系,我真的很不同意。喝到醉茫茫,男生对她上下其手,她都无力反抗,这么不自爱自己,我真的很生气。可是又不关我的事,始终那是别人的私生活,我没有权力过问。

我已经迫不及待的想要回家了。总觉得时间过得很慢,看来思乡病又严重了一点。现在的我,正进入倒数状态,两个星期后,我就马上“冲”回家。我要去funfair啦,去吃很多我想吃的东西啦,shopping啦......然后,就要回来开始考试了~haih~

by shin,
17/10/2010 11.18pm

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Another two weeks, this semester will end soon. This two weeks, I was busying with assignment and exam. Well, before raya every lecturer also do not have mood arrange for exam, wait until now nearly the study week, I still have one paper haven take mid-term exam. I really do not have any mood stay at here already. Nearly to graduate, my heart is fly to another place. Now my head only think for graduate.

Last Friday I was going to Penang to watch Raymond Lam. He really quite handsome, but I still loyal at my Bosco, haha. The shows start at 8pm, but around 6pm, there are many people wait there to wish stand in front to see Raymond Lam. So, my dear and I also wait at there because we scare, if late coming sure no place can stand and see Raymond Lam properly. The show only let 300 people get his signature, and I was lucky get this chance. Actually I not the luckily one, because until 5pm still have around 100++ tickets haven give out, so the organizer were use some technique to give out all ticket faster. But I didn't go up the stage and get his signature, I give this chance to my dear, because I know he really hope to meet Raymond Lam. I know he sure will let me go up the stage, but I don't want. Never mind, next time others artist come only turn me go take the signature.

Finally, I was success get the car sticker. Actually is my dear get it, he really try many ways to get the car sticker. And finally, he did it. I really thanks to my dear help me a lot, THANKS! But I did not tell anybody I get the car sticker already, because I do not want some stupid person come get benefit from me. I already very hate them, don't make me scold them. I had say before, I won't let them get any benefit from me anymore, and now, I did it. This few weeks they did not call us fetch them anymore. I don't care what they think, even they will say somethings bad behind us, because I not owe them. This is the way I treat those who are think I'm stupid. I want let them know, I NOT STUPID! And until I graduate, I also won't fetch you guys anymore. F**K!

by shin,
17/10/2010 5.09pm

Sunday, October 10, 2010

一班废材

宿舍又没有水来,真的很生气又无奈,可是却改变不了什么。厕所又脏又臭,打扫的auntie很久都没有来洗厕所了,每天就只是在一楼谈天,要不然就不见踪影,真的不懂学校请他们来时做什么的。唉~还有一堆功课等着我做,可是我真的很懒惰。可不可以不要做呢?明天要交的,我到现在还没开始做,而且一点也不会做,到底谁可以来打救我啊?从来没有一个学期像这个学期一样,过得很痛苦,我现在一心只想快点结束这个学期,考试快点来,让我随便考一考然后回家。arghhhhhhhh~

最近看清了一班人的真面目,本来我还不至于讨厌他们的,可是现在的我看到他们就想吐。我真的没有看过这样厚脸皮的人,就因为我有点小小的便宜让他们占,个个冤魂不散,纠缠到底。回来的第二天,就有一个同乡朋友,L打电话跟我男朋友借车,为了去butterworth巴士站载他女朋友噢。我当然不借啦!他讲,他女朋友买不到巴士票回来学校,现在停留在butterworth,所以他想借车去载他女朋友。当下我真的很好奇,konsortium每隔半个小时就会有一辆巴士回alor star,然后alor star那里有巴士或者的士可以回来学校,你竟然讲你女朋友没办法回来。我男朋友看他好像很着急,就打算载他去butterworth接他女朋友回来。哪里知道,他不要,还讲本来想跟我借车载了他女朋友后在外面过一夜,第二天早上才回来哇唠!你以为我奉旨的啊?让你驾我的车跟女朋友去开房,我欠你的啊?为了要跟女朋友在外面过夜,什么大话都敢讲,你以为我是三岁小孩子,没有去过butterworth,不懂konsortium每半个小时有巴士回alor star啊?王八蛋!!

另外一个咧,也是同乡朋友,叫C。以前还没有拿车上来,每一次都是我男朋友约他,他从来没有约过我男朋友。有时,我男朋友叫他去petronas吃东西,他嫌远不要去;叫他去看戏,除非是他很想要看的戏,要不然他就会讲那套戏每个人讲不好看啦,不要去;我男朋友去他房间找他谈天咧,他爱理不理,就只顾着做自己的东西。现在我有车了,隔一天就打给我男朋友问要不要去吃东西。问他要去那里吃,就讲去petronas吃咯;问他要怎样去,他讲:有车了嘛,坐车去啦以前没有车叫你去你就嫌远,现在我有车了,我是奉旨在你去吃饭的啊?现在看到我们,就像苍蝇般黏过来,怎样也甩不掉。我跟我男朋友讲话,好像关他的事酱,死都要插把嘴进来,扮到跟我们很熟,很多话讲。你以为我不懂你心里在打什么主意咩?我只是懒得理你罢了!

最后一个叫W,最厉害装疯卖傻。以为我们拿车上来就应分载他,问也不用问就黏着你不走。没有人拿车上来的时候,就每天讲:以后如果你们谁要申请sticker跟我讲,我很多sira,帮你们申请。结果,到我有车了,一句声都不敢出。还没有找他帮忙,就先讲清楚:我跟那个pengetua关系不好,他不喜欢我的。而且车不是我的,他不会批给我不要帮我的忙,又要叫我载?酱多人死又不见得你们去死!

那天我的学校有一个moonfest event,在dewan mas举行。这个活动的筹委会有准备巴士载人去的,可是这班废材并没有打算坐巴士,而要坐我的车。ok,要坐我的车可以,可是你们能不能礼貌性的问我们可不可以载你们去。结果你们没有这样讲,反而只是send了一封msg问我男朋友:几点来载我们?去死啦!我奉旨一定要载你们的啊?好,我忍,我载,连那个住离我宿舍很远的L我也去载。结果,你们怎样报答我们?C就慢慢准备,要我和我男朋友在cafe等他来。等到他来,还要等他吃饭。那个L咧,我们去到时,才刚要吃晚餐。ok,我们就停在cafe前面等他吃完。哪里知道,L上车了后竟然讲:你park在这里是要给我压力是吗?我可以不载你的,你知道吗?我来载你,你一句谢谢也没有,还要讲这种鸟话!我是前世欠你们的啊?那个W咧,去的时候是没有跟我的车的,回的时候问也没有问,就跟着上车。现在,我和我男朋友是你们的司机啊?问也没问,谢谢也没有,就应该载你们去这里去那里啊?

隔一天,我和我男朋友有kawad。那个C和W也是有kawad,和我们同个时间,同个地方,可是我不要载他们去,所以没有联络他们就和我男朋友驾车去。虽然我们跟他们在同一个地方kawad,可是不同的jurulatih教。到我们kawad完了后,我跟我男朋友一边走,一边去拿车,完全没有注意旁边。哪里知道那两个不要脸的C和W竟然跟着我们,还一直叫我男朋友。到我们发现他们时,那个C就笑嘻嘻问:你的车还有位hor?也没有问我们可不可以载他们,就跟着上车了。最可恶的是,我们讲话,那个C一直插嘴,还要讲一些令人讨厌的话。

我真的很想骂粗口!你们这班人是怎样?以为同乡就可以当我们是傻子,有几多便宜就占几多啊?现在这辆车是我爸爸的咧!我爸爸给我车用是让我方便。richard是我男朋友,我有这个方便,当然跟他分享。你们是我的谁噢?我又不是跟你们很熟,又不是从小认识到大,又不是亲朋戚友,又不是我的男朋友,为什么我有这个方便就应该要跟你们分享?同乡就很大吗?同乡只是互相照顾,互相帮忙,而不是一直占我便宜。脸皮厚到箭都射不穿,人家不爽你们了,还要一直黏上来。真的气死我了~气死我了~

我已经下定决心,从现在开始,我一点便宜都不会给你们占。你们越想占我便宜,我就越要让你们知难而退。我不是傻子,没有奉旨,也不是欠你们什么。相反,你们却欠了我很多很多。不要让我跟你们翻脸,我是不好惹的!!

by shin,
10/10/2010 4.29pm

Sunday, September 26, 2010

STUPID UK

I am lazy for preparing exam!!! This two weeks I will be more busy, busy for assignment, busy for exam. But I really do not have the mood start my work. Who can help me? Who can give me the mood? Why I need to study? Arghhhhhhh~ When only can I throw all this out of my mind? I start miss my home already. I don't want stay at here anymore. Please, the time please going faster. I want graduate! I want leave this stupid place! I don't want come back anymore!

Yesterday driving out to Jitra watching movie. When come back, my car block by UK at gate. My car no sticker, so we lie the UK that my dear not the student of UUM, he just fetch us back only. Then the stupid UK cannot saman us, so he turn his point to scold me. Oh, shit~ I wearing short pants yesterday, I think I did not walk around in the campus, just sit in the car. That stupid UK still say: " you sudah sem 5, you tak tau peraturan campus a? U ingat sini shopping complex a?" I really think to want hit his face that time. So stupid~ Now is my time, I like to wear what I want, cannot? I know I already semester 5, I know the law also, but I did not wear short pants walk around campus. I just sit inside car only, did I do wrong? Inside campus still have many people wear like this, why you did not go catch them? Why when you block our car, the first sight you see is my legs?? Where you want to see? STUPID!! But luckily we did not get saman. So I think, is that I need to take any risk to drive out anymore?

Still have 1 more months then final will coming, I really hope its coming faster. I hate to stay at here anymore, all restrict by their law. Using car need apply sticker, wearing what also need control by them, chinese always no the right to fight with malay... I promise, after I graduate I would not come back anymore!!

by shin,
26/9/2010 10.29am

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

bad luck

Holidays ends already, & I was came back UUM 3 days already. This holidays, nothing special, just spent 5 days go to Taiwan. Actually it is a memorable holidays for me, but I still feel some disappointed, because I can't SHOPPING!!! I can't buy clothes, or whatever things I like. Haih~ But what can I do?? I can do nothing, just think next time go Taiwan with friend only buy many many clothes.

18th of September, the first time drive back to campus. But not I driving, I let my dear driving. I not very trust myself actually, & I will scare if the road have traffic jam or many many car. So, I was excited because next time I can go anywhere without take bus. But why I so bad luck?? What I have doing wrong? Why my car can't start? I just bring it come to Kedah 3 days only, then have problem already. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh~~

I really do not know what can I do now. I call back home, my dad just know to blame me. Please, it's not my fault! I did not use my car do anything. How I know why it can't start? I also very angry. I did not drive to anywhere, what I also did not do, why blame me?

ARRRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

by shin,
21/9/2010 4.31pm

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

LOVE

Nothing can do, so I come to blog here. It's 7th of September, another 1 day I will depart to Taiwan. Finish packing my luggage, now only wait the time pass. But suddenly found that I haven do my assignment yet. OMG! I really do not have mood to do it. How? But I need to complete it this holidays. Where can I found the mood to finish the assignment?

Just now saw some friend's blog. In one of my friend's blog(but not very close), knew that she was failed to persuade her family to let her change her religion. Well, as I know she is in a relationship with a malay boy. But I think just her father knew that she date with a malay boy. Although I not close with her, but I also get a shock when knew she was dating with a malay boy. I really do not know what she thinking about. Maybe she had get hurt from last few relationship. & now meet this malay boy who treat she good, so she fall in love with he. But is that a good timing for she to change religion now? I don't think so. Now only they start the relationship, who will know what happen in the future? I think that, she need to continue this relationship few year, until all people around them accept it & she really sure that guy is her Mr. Right only she change her religion. But seems like she was rushing to change it.

I really think that she is a girl who can sacrifice all things when she fall in love with someone. I saw her blog, she says she enter Islam not because of he, she says she believe in Islam only she think to change her religion, but I really don't think so. No one can use such short time to sure what they believe in. What I feel from her blog is she now interesting in Islam because of he, she will think to change religion is because of he, not because she believe.

LOVE IS BLIND! Ya really, love really can make someone blind. But love not means whole life, we still need family, sibling, friend...... Please love yourself before you learn to love someone.

by shin,
7/9/2010 4.36pm

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Holidays time

Definitely, I had start my holidays since 5 days ago. & yesterday, I was going to sunway fetch my sisters go back home. Well, I was bringing a happily mood go to, but the traffic at KL was make me in crazy. I really can't imagine how many car in KL. All the drivers look like very rushing, & did not follow the road rules. I'm really angry on their attitude. All person also think reach their destination faster, why most of them do not follow the rules? It's easy bring the others in a dangerous way. I really cannot imagine how I live in KL after graduate with traffic jam everyday.

Talk about my holidays, this time have 2 weeks. Well, 1 mid-semester break + 1 special break for Hari Raya. 9th of September I will depart to Taiwan with family. The second time I go travel by airplane. A little bit excited, hohoho. Hopefully this time I won't disappointed as last time in Bali Island. I don't want go too much history places, I want shopping & shopping. Hahahaha......

& I was get a big surprise in this holidays. My dad & mom suddenly agree to let me drive back to UUM. Wah, this really a big surprise. Actually I had ask for 1++ year to drive back UUM, however my parent don't let me drive. They consider that is dangerous for me drive a long journey back to campus. So I had give up to ask already. But I really get a big shock when my parent suddenly told me, after this raya break drive car go back. I really can't believe what I am heard that time. I was so excited since my wish had come true. Hahaha...... Yeah!!

Still have some assignment need to rush in this holidays, but I'm lazy to do it. Really cannot too lazy, start the work early & end it early. Then I can enjoying my holidays without a lot of assignment. & the final exam's schedule had came out already. Well, this semester start exam from 14th of November to 30th of November. But I only can go back at 3rd of December, because my dear's exam schedule until 3rd of December. Hopefully after 30th of December still have a lot of people stay in hostel, I don't want stay alone in hostel. It's terrible to stay alone. But never mind, this time I have car already. Hahahaha......

by shin,
4/9/2010 5.13pm