STUPID UK

I am lazy for preparing exam!!! This two weeks I will be more busy, busy for assignment, busy for exam. But I really do not have the mood start my work. Who can help me? Who can give me the mood? Why I need to study? Arghhhhhhh~ When only can I throw all this out of my mind? I start miss my home already. I don't want stay at here anymore. Please, the time please going faster. I want graduate! I want leave this stupid place! I don't want come back anymore!

Yesterday driving out to Jitra watching movie. When come back, my car block by UK at gate. My car no sticker, so we lie the UK that my dear not the student of UUM, he just fetch us back only. Then the stupid UK cannot saman us, so he turn his point to scold me. Oh, shit~ I wearing short pants yesterday, I think I did not walk around in the campus, just sit in the car. That stupid UK still say: " you sudah sem 5, you tak tau peraturan campus a? U ingat sini shopping complex a?" I really think to want hit his face that time. So stupid~ Now is my time, I like to wear what I want, cannot? I know I already semester 5, I know the law also, but I did not wear short pants walk around campus. I just sit inside car only, did I do wrong? Inside campus still have many people wear like this, why you did not go catch them? Why when you block our car, the first sight you see is my legs?? Where you want to see? STUPID!! But luckily we did not get saman. So I think, is that I need to take any risk to drive out anymore?

Still have 1 more months then final will coming, I really hope its coming faster. I hate to stay at here anymore, all restrict by their law. Using car need apply sticker, wearing what also need control by them, chinese always no the right to fight with malay... I promise, after I graduate I would not come back anymore!!

by shin,
26/9/2010 10.29am

bad luck

Holidays ends already, & I was came back UUM 3 days already. This holidays, nothing special, just spent 5 days go to Taiwan. Actually it is a memorable holidays for me, but I still feel some disappointed, because I can't SHOPPING!!! I can't buy clothes, or whatever things I like. Haih~ But what can I do?? I can do nothing, just think next time go Taiwan with friend only buy many many clothes.

18th of September, the first time drive back to campus. But not I driving, I let my dear driving. I not very trust myself actually, & I will scare if the road have traffic jam or many many car. So, I was excited because next time I can go anywhere without take bus. But why I so bad luck?? What I have doing wrong? Why my car can't start? I just bring it come to Kedah 3 days only, then have problem already. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh~~

I really do not know what can I do now. I call back home, my dad just know to blame me. Please, it's not my fault! I did not use my car do anything. How I know why it can't start? I also very angry. I did not drive to anywhere, what I also did not do, why blame me?

ARRRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

by shin,
21/9/2010 4.31pm

LOVE

Nothing can do, so I come to blog here. It's 7th of September, another 1 day I will depart to Taiwan. Finish packing my luggage, now only wait the time pass. But suddenly found that I haven do my assignment yet. OMG! I really do not have mood to do it. How? But I need to complete it this holidays. Where can I found the mood to finish the assignment?

Just now saw some friend's blog. In one of my friend's blog(but not very close), knew that she was failed to persuade her family to let her change her religion. Well, as I know she is in a relationship with a malay boy. But I think just her father knew that she date with a malay boy. Although I not close with her, but I also get a shock when knew she was dating with a malay boy. I really do not know what she thinking about. Maybe she had get hurt from last few relationship. & now meet this malay boy who treat she good, so she fall in love with he. But is that a good timing for she to change religion now? I don't think so. Now only they start the relationship, who will know what happen in the future? I think that, she need to continue this relationship few year, until all people around them accept it & she really sure that guy is her Mr. Right only she change her religion. But seems like she was rushing to change it.

I really think that she is a girl who can sacrifice all things when she fall in love with someone. I saw her blog, she says she enter Islam not because of he, she says she believe in Islam only she think to change her religion, but I really don't think so. No one can use such short time to sure what they believe in. What I feel from her blog is she now interesting in Islam because of he, she will think to change religion is because of he, not because she believe.

LOVE IS BLIND! Ya really, love really can make someone blind. But love not means whole life, we still need family, sibling, friend...... Please love yourself before you learn to love someone.

by shin,
7/9/2010 4.36pm

Holidays time

Definitely, I had start my holidays since 5 days ago. & yesterday, I was going to sunway fetch my sisters go back home. Well, I was bringing a happily mood go to, but the traffic at KL was make me in crazy. I really can't imagine how many car in KL. All the drivers look like very rushing, & did not follow the road rules. I'm really angry on their attitude. All person also think reach their destination faster, why most of them do not follow the rules? It's easy bring the others in a dangerous way. I really cannot imagine how I live in KL after graduate with traffic jam everyday.

Talk about my holidays, this time have 2 weeks. Well, 1 mid-semester break + 1 special break for Hari Raya. 9th of September I will depart to Taiwan with family. The second time I go travel by airplane. A little bit excited, hohoho. Hopefully this time I won't disappointed as last time in Bali Island. I don't want go too much history places, I want shopping & shopping. Hahahaha......

& I was get a big surprise in this holidays. My dad & mom suddenly agree to let me drive back to UUM. Wah, this really a big surprise. Actually I had ask for 1++ year to drive back UUM, however my parent don't let me drive. They consider that is dangerous for me drive a long journey back to campus. So I had give up to ask already. But I really get a big shock when my parent suddenly told me, after this raya break drive car go back. I really can't believe what I am heard that time. I was so excited since my wish had come true. Hahaha...... Yeah!!

Still have some assignment need to rush in this holidays, but I'm lazy to do it. Really cannot too lazy, start the work early & end it early. Then I can enjoying my holidays without a lot of assignment. & the final exam's schedule had came out already. Well, this semester start exam from 14th of November to 30th of November. But I only can go back at 3rd of December, because my dear's exam schedule until 3rd of December. Hopefully after 30th of December still have a lot of people stay in hostel, I don't want stay alone in hostel. It's terrible to stay alone. But never mind, this time I have car already. Hahahaha......

by shin,
4/9/2010 5.13pm

No water supply again

No class today, so I'm very free today. I think to washing my clothes & cleaning my room today, then tomorrow I can go back home without bringing too much things. But not everything I can predict & follow my plan on going, because today my block cut water again. Arghhhhhhhhhhh~~ I really hate to stay at here. Last two semester almost whole campus's student meet this suck problem. What can we do almost done: complained, ask MPP for help, published in the newspaper...... I still think start from this semester this problem definitely solve already, I won't & no need worry about no water can use. But I think I'm wrong. When only can us stay in a good environment in UUM, with water supplying??

I really curious about what going on for the water supply in Kedah. Why always cut water? Why others places do not have this problem? Why do not do something to solve this problem? Why as a university student, we need stay in this worst environment without water supplying? OMG!! Who can come out and take it as his/her responsible to solve it? Who can give a explanation to us about the problem of no water supply? I am semester 5 already. I had meet this problem since semester 3. Where the responsible person go? Why do not solve this problem since it's had happened 1 year ago?

ARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~

by shin
29/8/2010 2.50pm

马尼拉事故

突然发现很久没有UPDATE部落格了...
我其实也没有很忙，只是很懒...
而且，也不懂要写些什么...
看回之前的POST，很多只是COPY的文章罢了...
大多数都关于爱情，还有一些是怨言...
突然觉得，自己很幼稚...
很想DELETE之前的文章，可是那些都是我的过去...
删除了就好象逃避，所以到最后还是决定保留...
不过，我会重新ACTIVE我的部落格...
哈哈~~~

最近马尼拉发生一件很严重的事...
8个香港人因为这件事故而过世了...
呼~~~看到了这则新闻，真的很心痛...
对于菲律宾处理这事故的手法，我很不赞同...
也对菲律宾警察在事故之后拍照留恋的做法，感到愤怒...
我很不明白，为什么菲律宾政府不假意答应凶徒复职，然后制服他，再救出人质...
也不明白，为什么菲律宾警察要捉凶徒的弟弟，刺激他...
结果让全世界的人，尤其是华人感到愤怒...
我在微博看到很多艺人对这件事给了很多看法...
有很愤怒的，也有希望把事情化小的...

我想，如果事情发生在我身上，我也很难冷静处理...
可是，我很想跟全世界感到愤怒的人们说：
可不可以放下心中的仇恨，让这件事的杀伤力减到最低？
我很明白失去亲人的心情，也很了解看到同胞被杀而感到愤怒的心情...
可是，有必要因为这事故，而迁怒所有的菲律宾人吗？
就算当下没办法客观去看这事故，但当自己冷静下来时，
好好想想，为什么要把这事故复杂化？
就是因为总统的庸才，特警的无能而迁怒其他无辜的人，
这到底是不是最好的解决方法呢？

香港艺人郑丹瑞在微博发表了一句话：
“不要憤怒之完結篇 我們可以將憤怒的巨大能量釋放出來,
盡全力去幫助這幾個刦後餘生的家庭.
我們要監督有關當局, 令他們不敢怠慢.
我們可以送上慰問, 祝福,
令這些僥倖逃出死神魔掌的家庭成員, 感到人間有情,
而不是把他/她們由一個深淵救出來,
再推入另一個更加深不見底的, 充滿仇恨的深淵.”

放下仇恨，真的很难，
但继续仇恨，就只有痛苦...
当仇恨越滚越大，人们的痛苦也越来越深...
为何我们不试着学会放下，
尽量帮助有需要的人，
让这仇恨慢慢消失？

by shin,
28/8/2010 12.04am

爱没有合不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜

刚搬进这个房子的那天，她整理完全部的东西，最后拿出一

个非常精致的玻璃瓶，对他说道：“亲爱的，3个月内，你让我每哭一次，我就往里面加一滴水，代表我的眼泪。要是它满了，我就收拾我的东西离开这房子。”

男人不以为然，有点纳闷：“你们女人也太神经质了吧！就这么不信任我么，那还有什么可谈？我让你搬过来和我一起生活，是为了照顾你，不是欺负你的！”

女人说：“好男人不会让心爱的女人受一点点伤，我会记录下我为什么流泪，不会是莫名其妙的。”

“那好吧，抱抱～！”

两个月后，女人把那瓶子给男人看，说：“已经满一半了，在两个月内，我们是否有必要查看一下是什么问题呢？”说完递了一本精致的小笔记本给男人。

男人没有马上打开来看，他的表情里有一丝惊讶，还有点哭笑不得的意味，似乎没有想到女人的眼泪可以这么多，盛得这么快，又觉得女人是小题大作了，但是很可爱。

他打开本子开始看，惊讶女人怎么写了那么多。男人一边看着，女人一边说话：“第一次吵架，是在第3天，而且还是一大早，你刚醒来有点懵懂，挤的牙膏不知道怎么的飞到镜子上了，那是我刚擦干净的，我说你连挤牙膏都不会啊，你就来脾气了，然后吵起来……”

男人沉默着。女人继续说：“有天晚上我让你帮洗下那几件衣服，因为水太凉，你只顾着玩游戏迟迟不肯动，后来吵起来，我很失望你忘记了我的生理期不能碰冷水，委屈……”

“还有一次，我很累了，你还不肯去洗澡睡觉，明明知道我特敏感，有点神经衰弱，哪怕一点点敲键盘的声音都能让我难以入睡，我一情急就说了你这个人自私的话，我们吵起来，你说了一大堆辩论自己不自私自私的人是我之后甩门出去上网通宵，我打你电话你没拿我又不敢自己一个人去找你……”

女人这时候有点激动了，眼球开始泛红，说：“还有一次……”男人打断了她的话，“亲爱的，别说了……”

沉默…长久的沉默……

还是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我们真的不合适？如果是这样，结婚了还是会离婚吧？我们的个性都那么强，谁都不肯退让。”

气氛有点尴尬。

本子里记录的事情都是那么细小的事情，每次吵架的原因都是那么的简单，男人看着这本子，似乎在体会着女人的心情，大男子是不会去计较这些小事，原本觉得每次和好之后都没事，女人就爱拿这些来说事，但是当他认真去看的时候，他也开始难过了，女人很细心，把事件、心情都写了，还自己总结了一下原因。原来最微小的事情累积起来是很让人痛苦的，他看得出，女人从失望慢慢变成绝望。

他想，大概是因为每次吵架，两人都是喜欢在吵架中找出对方不爱自己的证据。他突然意识到，这是个很严重的问题！而且每次吵架，双方都是在心情不稳定的时候，就是还有别的烦心事的时候，把不好的情绪带进了两个人的生活里。

“亲爱的别难过……”男人终于说话了：“我请个假，我们去旅游吧。”

他们去了第一次一起旅游的地方，太多美好的回忆被唤起，原来彼此是那么深深地爱着对方，这时的女人特别温柔，这时的男人特别体贴。

“亲爱的，你还认为我们结婚的话，会离婚么？”男人问。

“我想不是我们不合适，像现在，我们是那么快乐，一切都那么美好，可是一回到我们的现实生活里，为什么就变了呢？”

“亲爱的，难道我们现在不在现实里吗？”

“……”女人楞了。

“因为那时候我们都把注意力集中在负面的事物上并且放大了那些负面的心情。并且喜欢找对方不爱自己的证据，然后彼此个性都很倔不肯服输太要面子。”

女人觉得确实是如此，原来，双方只是需要一点点忍让，一点点包容。男人带她回顾这初次旅游的地点，是真的用心了，想起那时候他们在一起还不久，为了让对方觉得自己好，都表现出自己最好的一面。

“还有半个月，如果那瓶子还是半瓶，那么，亲爱的，嫁给我吧！”

女人钻进男人怀里笑开了颜

后来他们结婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心碰掉了杯子，女人不会再开口就骂，因为在女人开口之前，男人已经在道歉，说对不起，都是我不小心的，赔两个给老婆！老婆尽管去选你喜欢的！女人就笑了，然后说，不用买啦，反正还有杯子，再说也不都是你的错，怪我自己没把杯子放好，让你碰到啦！

原来真的没有合适不合适，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走一起进步是幸福的！

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每一对情侣往往会争执于到底对方适不适合自己，而忽略了珍惜对方。
当然，我也不例外，所以常常要求他为我改变。
结果，差一点，我就要失去他，失去一个这么能忍受我的人。
看了这篇文章，真的很让我感到触动。
原来，爱真的没有所谓的适不适合，
而是要珍惜对方，所有一切的付出。
虽然这过程中，难免会有点争吵，
可是只要彼此是深爱对方，不管发生什么事，
只要坚持下去，珍惜对方，
这份爱，就能一直走下去。