这个新年。。。

今天终于回到家啦！哇哈哈哈哈！
去外婆家三天了。。。
大年初一一早，天还没亮就起程了！
因为外婆家很远，所以得很早就起身。。。
五点多就被闹钟吵醒，前一晚一点多才睡咧！
很累，可是我还得起身准备换洗。。。
那一天真的很不舒服咯！
昏昏欲睡，还想呕咧！
不过下午睡了个午觉便没有什么事了。。。

初二，被“折磨”了一天。。。
只有一个字形容：累！
也不懂为什么突然间这么受小弟弟、小妹妹欢迎，
就被他们缠着，陪他们玩了一整天。。。
尤其是小舅的儿子，一直捉住我不放，
要我陪他玩。。。
真的老了，不像他们精力旺盛，
玩了一整天都不会累，服了他们。。。
虽然很吵，不过算了，
因为他们都很可爱！！！
而且也挺高兴自己这么受欢迎，
证明了我很有小孩子缘，哈哈哈！！

初三，也就是今天早上，
便离开外婆家去小姑的家坐坐！
下午，约了姑姑们和叔叔们吃饭，
可是这餐饭吃得一点也不开心。。。
“某些人”好像我们得罪他们似的，
脸臭臭，看到爸爸妈妈都不要叫。。。
有时候真的很不明白，
为什么那些所谓的“大人”比我还不会想。。。
好像很巴闭，很高贵，真的很讨厌这种人，
可是他们又是我的长辈，不能得罪。。。
不过，我才不会为了这种人破坏我的心情咧！

很快的假期又要完了，星期五又要回去读书了，
有点不想回，可是不行。。。
算了啦！我认命的，回去就回去咯！
不过剩下两天的假期我也要好好地过，
已经有节目了。。。
明晚要去跟一班同学吃饭，（虽然不熟。。）
星期五呢，约了淑荃喝茶，很久没有看到他了。。。
然后我要回去读书了。。。

爱情

中午十二点，此刻的心情不知该怎么形容，
只觉得，世事难料，凡事没有绝对，
而且，很多事情往往让人出乎意料。。。

人与人之间的感情，很复杂，也很微妙。。。
这一刻，彼此对上了眼，
抓住彼此的手，许下山盟海誓，
但下一秒，却又因为某些原故，
放开双手，弃得徹底。。。

我不懂，为何之前看似这么相爱的两个人，
可以突然间说分手就分手。。。
到底是什么原因让这一切发生？
难道那曾经许下的山盟海誓全都忘了吗？
那段时间的相处，真的没有回忆值得他们留恋吗？

或许，问题早已出现在两人之间，
只是大家选择忽略它的存在。。。
当时间久了，问题也囤积了许多，
到达一个限度，终究还是爆发了。。。

爱情的果实，即让人渴望，也让人害怕。。。
渴望的是，当两人同心灌溉这爱情的果实，
那一路走来，相爱、相知、相惜，
大家认定彼此，互相扶持，直到生命的尽头。。。
害怕则是，在那半路上，
才发现，他不是我想要的人，
斩断之间的连系，却因为曾经培养的感情，
造成彼此的伤害，痛不欲生。。。

许多人，往往不珍惜已拥有的爱情，
当感情逝去，才恍然大悟，
但为时已晚，机会不是一直都在，
这时候，才后悔当初自己所做的一切。。。

我知道，自己并没有资格批评任何人，
因为，自己也曾为了一段不可要的爱情，
爱的死去活来，让自己痛不欲生。。。
我只想奉劝大家，在爱其他人的同时，
别忘了，也要爱自己。。。

CNY coming soon^^

Such a long time I did not upload my blog already...
This is the first blog that I post in 2009...
Nothing special for the new year...
I still need study...haiz...
Chinese New Year is nearly...
Just left 2 weeks only...
Hahahaha...feel a little bit excited lol...
But not same as child, excited to take angpau...
I just happy that I can wearing my new clothes...
And also I can take a short rest...
Only just having 1 week holiday in CNY...
But I also enjoy it...heheheh...

Actually really not fair to chinese student lol...
The CNY holidays so short...
And also this holidays is semester break...
Not like last time have a special holiday for celebrate Hari Raya...
Stupid UUM management staff, you know CNY also important for us?!!
Why not fair to us? Just put a short break for us celebrate...
And also did not cancel co-k at 31st January...
Last time also had canceled co-l when Hari Raya...
Really not fair for chinese student lol...
If not have co-k, sure I will skip class about 1 week...
Really hope faster finish my degree course...

2008 last post...

Now is 6.15pm...2008 will be end soon...
A normal day, nothing special for me...
But I feel a little bit disappointed lol...
Because I still no chance join the countdown party...
Really hope to join the party, one time I also happy...
But since no more money, so I can't go anywhere liao...
Just can stay at UUM lol...countdown myself...hahahah...
Never mind la, I will save my money start from now...
Then next year I must go to countdown...
2010 countdown party, wait me ya...

This few day Sintok here always raining...
Don't know what the problem lei...
Very cool also, the water all is cold de...
Very miss home liao, because I can use hot water bathing at home...
Today first day go to class...but I just go to bank management only la...
That lecturer really very fierce lol...He demand very high lol...
The next group's lecturer also is he, so I change group also same lol...
Look like I really need to work hard liao...
Can't same as last semester, not paid attention in the class...
And hear my friend say, process writing lecturer same as my Com II lecturer...
Hahahah...really very lucky lol...Mr Pokar is very very nice one...
No need scare liao...hope that stupid management won't change the lecturer la...
Another class haven attend lei...really feel lazy lol...
I think most of the lecturer also haven start teaching...
So next week I only go la...

Still have 3 more week then I can go back liao...Yeah yeah!!!
But still don't know when I want back UUM...
I think want to skip a week's classes de...
But 31st January co-k need kawad...
Very hate lol...I still can't skip lei...
If not sure that stupid lecturer give 0 mark de lol...
All is demand on co-k la...
So the stupid management, please cancel the class at that day la...
I want celebrate CNY lei...

boring life...

Keep boring this few days...really don't know what can I do...
Although my university reopen already, but I didn't go to class...
Because first week is add drop week...
Most of lecturer won't giving lecture this week...
So go to class also nothing do...
I heard someone say, some lecturer haven come back yet...
And some lecturer just intro their name and the course only...
So, they go to class just sit and wait...
Around 15 minutes, then can go back liao...
So I going to class also no meaning...
Better don't go then stay at room more comfortable lol...

Today was 29 December already...
2008 will be end soon...
Although my university reopen already...
But I feel that not many student in the campus...
So quiet...no same as normal day...
Many of them didn't coming back yet...
Another of them was went home or went to Penang already...
Why?because of the countdown party lol...
Still 2 more days, 2009 will be coming...
We all are teenagers nowadays...
Sure like to attend this party de...
Including me, I also think want to attend countdown party...
But no more money, so I just can stay in UUM...
Sienz...And no more time let me go back home...
Really don't know what can I do this few day...
Today also holidays, no class...Tomorrow free...
So I keep watching movie lol...
Or maybe I attend class won't feel bored...
Maybe the time will pass more faster...
Haiz...see first la...

School Reopen

Finally, I finished the class of English Communication...
Hahahahaha.....really feel happy finish the class...
Wooo...I no need to sacrifice my holidays anymore...
But dear cham lol...accompany me stay at here...
This semester holidays still need stay at here...
Sorry o...dear...Sayang you la...Muacks...
But don't know what the result come out later...
I can imagine sure very bad...haiz...
Suan liao la...I can't change what already...
My english really very poor ma...
If not I no need take 3 times MUET only get Band 3 la...

After the class end then I went to Penang Island...
3 days 2 night...but I also can't join the countdown party...
Because the hotel that we book is at Butterworth...
If we join the countdown party, sure we can't go back to the hotel...
The jetty work until around 12pm only...
So we just go there walk around then go back hotel already...
Feel a little bit disappointed lol...
But never mind la...sure one day I can join the countdown party de...
Then next day we also go to Penang there shopping...
First, we go to Queensbay mall, nearly the beach...
There was many clothes shop and shoes shop...
Since the CNY is nearly...
So many people go there buy new clothes...
But the shop all is selling brand clothes...
Although many clothes shop have discount...
It also very expensive...
No more money, so better don't buy...
In the afternoon then we go to watch a movie>>>THE SPIRIT...
That was a boring movie...I fall sleep...
OMG...I paid RM10 go inside sleep...Waste my money...
But suan liao la...Before buying ticket I though that was a nice movie...
Evevning, around 6pm then we go to Gurney Plaza...
But every bus also didn't go to Gurney there...
We wait so long time and so many people there...
Finally we go to Komtar first then change bus to Gurney...
But also nothing buy there...all is expensive too...
Only go to Popular buy books...
I got member card, so got discount lol...

Now I start the second semester already...
Today is the first day my university reopen...
Yesterday really very tired lol...
I change room already...
So I need to move my box from Block C to E...
Very far...but luckily my dear help me...
Thanks ya...Muacks...
And I take a long time to clean my room...
This semester no many holidays liao...
I can't go back home often le...
The next holidays is semester break...
CNY include in this break, no extra holiday liao...
After that, I think I need to stay at here about 2 and half months...
Better don't think too much first, study first...

English Communication II

I don't know why I so bad luck last two days...
First, 12th Dec, bus damage...
So I can't go back to UUM ...
I need to wait one more day...
Next, the bus I taking back UUM at 13th Dec damage on the way twice...
So, I am late...
I absent the class in the morning...
Really very bad luck...
What the bus I taking at that two days all having problem...
Don't know why...
Luckily is my lecturer was very nice...
He did not blame me or scold me because I am late...
Hahaha...luckily he did not blame me...
If not sure I will scold that two stupid bus company...
So I think they need to thanks my lecturer...
Hahahahah......

Starting the Com II class two days already...
Really feel bored in the class...
Everyday need to wake up early...
Can't like last time sleep until enough only wake up liao...
And need to stay in the class start from 8am to 5pm...
Although in the middle got a break...
But I still feel bored and tired...
Luckily our lecturer no demand us speaking in the class...
Just he giving lecture and discuss some topic with us...
Different with other class...
Because their lecturer will call their name and demand they speaking...
If my lecturer also do the same thing, sure I die...

Just passing two days only...
Still have six days...
Oh, my god...
Can you make the time pass more faster this six days..?
I don't want to stay at here...
The hostel that I stay now really very dirty compare with MAS...
Last time I still think MAS is the most dirty hostel in UUM...
But now I know I am wrong...
I have a little bit miss my room already...