something wrong with me

I am very boring now,

nothing can do,

or I can say,

I don't know what can I do now.

I don't want to watch movie,

since I was finish watched all the movie own by me.

I don't think to do my resume,

I am really lazy now.

But, I really feel bored.

Arghhhhhhh....

What should I do..?

Don't know what's going on me,

I really hope my dear can accompany by my side now.

I don't wish to be alone at room,

is that I feel lonely?

I don't know,

but I really don't think to stay myself alone,

I hope there are my family, my friends,

or even is my dear beside me now.

But, I not dare to tell anyone,

I don't want to  disturb anyone...

I feel so bad now,

but actually nothing happen on me.

I don't know how to make myself happy,

I can't find back the mood before,

I feel so stress?!

or sad?!

or even upset?!

I don't know what feeling at me now,

I don't know how to describe,

but conclusion is,

I really feel badly right now...

by shin,

23/4/2011 11.23pm