I feel tired

Tears is out of my control this few day,

I don't know what happen on me,

feel stress and unhappy.

I keep told myself nothing is happen,

no need feeling sad,

but I still can't control myself.

What was happen on me?

I think to be a happy people,

just like before,

even sometimes feel angry or sad,

but the most time I am happy.

Why i can't find the feeling back this few days?

Yesterday get a call from my mommy,

a lots of things was happen on them.

My uncle and aunt want to separate from the company,

and that stupid Miss Too was resign yesterday too.

My parent hope i can work with them after I graduate,

I not really think to work with them,

but they are my parent,

What can I do?

I not dare to tell them I don't want,

I not allow myself not helping them,

I really don't know what should I do at this moment.

I had study so many years already,

the world outside I haven have a meet,

then now, they call me work with them,

I really tidak puas hati.

My heart really feel suffer,

the one side is my parent,

the another side is the world I desire to meet,

I now stand in the middle,

I don't know which side should I go,

I really feel suffer to face all of these.

Who can teach me how i need to do only satisfied both side?

Who can give me an idea?

I really feel stress on my life,

stress to face those assignment and presentation,

stress to face the world after I graduate on may,

stress to face my parent because they hope i can work with them.

I don't know what can or what should I do already..

I really feel very tired on all of these matters,

please don't come and force me again..

Please...

by shin,

12/4/2011 10.27am