@#$%^&*?!

今天的好心情全毁了！

真的气死我了！

我不明白，为什么有这么多人爱制造麻烦？

就因为你们的一句话，

我就一个头两个大！

你们到底要怎样赔我？

有这么多正经事，你们放着不做，

偏偏在一旁烦着不该烦的事，

还要制造谣言，让我们陷入恐慌。

这样做你们很高兴吗？

我真的很不明白，

也很好奇到底你们怎样拿到这些谣言？

到底是谁这样无聊，开始散播这些谣言！

从来没有人想过这些问题，

而你们的头脑可以把这些问题想出来,

我真的佩服你们！

你们真的很厉害，

头脑都不懂装什么大便,

闲着没事做就想问题出来，

制造恐慌，

是不是这样做你们的人生才精彩一点？

我真的觉得你们很无聊，

吃饱太得空才会这样做！

我真的很不喜欢你们，

也对你们的所作所为感到很生气！

到底几时你们才可以成熟一点，

不要再制造麻烦给人？

我真的很想大声的骂你们：

可不可以不要再制造麻烦吗？

我知道你们很闲，

可是我不得空陪你们玩！

请对自己所说的每一句话，

做的每一件事负责！！

by shin,

22/1/2011 10.33pm 

...

I do not know how to describe my feeling now..

What can I say is: I feel badly~

I feel not happy, and also....a bit angry..

Why??

Last semester result was announce yesterday,

and my result, not bad,

maintain the level I hope..

Then, I think to log in my dear's portal to check his result,

but I failed to log in..

Maybe at the time many UUM student log in portal to check their result,

so I wait until today only go to have a look..

My dear had call me and told me that his result is bad,

he said he had try his best..

He ask me do not discuss with him about his result,

and I also promise he..

But when I saw his result,

I really get a shock..

I do not know what can I do now,

this already is our last semester,

he has no chance to improve his result..

I'm angry why he can get a result such like this,

I feel badly because his result really bad..

But, what can I do?

I had already promise he would not talk about his result,

I just can pretend nothing..

I do not know whether you will read my blog or not,

have a long time you did not read my blog already..

But I hope you understand,

I not blame you at here,

I also not angry you..

I just feel unhappy when saw your result,

but no way can let me release my feeling,

so I come here to write a blog..

I'm remember what I had already promise you,

and I also would not talk so much in front you..

But you also must promise me,

try your best for your last semester in UUM..

If you still fail to do also never mind,

I will always stand beside you,

forever and ever..

So, you must put effort in your last semester,

and our future, ok?

by shin,

10/1/2011 4.05pm

I miss...

Such a long time did not update my blog..

Well, now already 2011 year,

a new year, new journey and new hoping for everyone..

 And for me,

I wish that my life in 2011 year can go smoothly,

and my family can stay healthy and happily forever,

all dream of my dear and his family can come true..

First at all, I haven go back study yet..

Because of flood, 

my uni deferred the study period..

So, left 1 more week then I need go back study,

it's means I only left 1 weeks for relax..

my 2 sisters already go for study,

one at UPM, and another at NEC,

wish them all things can go smoothly..

This few day keep thinking about the time when we still are kids,

all of us stay at home, 

not like now separate at different place..

I miss the time we gather at home,

even sometime we will quarrel,

but most the time we had fun and laugh always..

We chat, we play and even we "zat" each other..

But now, all of us were grew up,

separate at different place for studying,

no much time we stay at home..

So, our home is become more silent,

not like before always noisy..

I know you guys will know I am talking about us when read my blog,

so can we come a promise..?

When we are finish study and work at different place,

or even next time we have our own family,

we must arrange sometime for gather together, ok?

Even how we busy for work, or busy for our own family,

just come a gather each year..

If you guys agree, then don't forget it..

I'll always waiting for you guys..

by shin,

8/1/2011 4.57pm