busy + unhappy life

Such a long time I didn't update my blog...
I think from the end of special break until now...
I really don't have time to update my blog...
I really very very busy...
Everyday morning go out from my hostel at 8pm...
And come back around 6pm...
Sometime around 9pm only back hostel...
Take a bath then go out meeting for assignment again...
How's a busy life for me...
Busy for moonfest, assignment and exam...
Ya, exam...Recently I was having my mid-sem exam...
I still left 4 papers need to complete...
1 at this coming monday, 3 at this coming friday...
But until now, 1 subject I also haven study...
Oh, my god...I really want to be crazy...

Some more, exhibition day is nearly...
As a leader of exhibition, I need to guard my AJK doing the preparation...
And there was 2 days holidays at 31st August and 1st September...
Well, I was sacrifice my holidays and leave at campus doing the preparation...
I want go to play...I want go to travel...
My holidays...come back...
Haiz...what can I do...?
Who call I am the leader...
So, must be responsible for my duty...
I am so miss the day that I free always...
No need to care any things...
No need to sacrifice my sweet sweet holidays...
Just do whatever I like...
At any time, any places...
So, I'm hope the time pass more faster...
Pass the day of the event, then I can have my own time...

This semester is the first time I join the activity in campus...
Actually in the beginning I was excited to join it...
I hope to learn more things, hope to get more friend...
And the important is because my dear also join it...
But now, I was no mood to join it anymore...
Think to quit, but it not a responsible action...
Because is me agree to take the post...
So, I must finish my duty until the end of event...
Not because busy and also not because tired...
Many gossip in a team...
Many argue in a team...
I feel that I can't cooperation with them...
Or I can say I don't want cooperation with them...
Not because I sombong...
Is I can't agree with their action...
I don't like doing something in a situation like that...
It make me feel unhappy...
Who can teach me how can I do?
Haiz...Maybe this is call reality world...
All things can't be fair, even though you always say you're fair...
Those who close with you sure they're the right one...
Those who didn't close with you sure they're the wrong one...
Well, nothing i can say, so better shut up...
So, they just do what they're think right...
And I don't want to care anymore...
I just hope the time faster pass away...
Then I can put down my responsible...
What also no need to care anymore...